What is there to tell now?
Dear Mother you seem to surprise me more and more these days and just when I thought everything was finally going to be okay for once. Now you must be thinking, "What could she have done now?"
Well, it started about a month and a half ago. My mom randomly disappeared from work. She was dropped off by a friend at noon and by 1 she was no where to be found. We called her work and they said she wasn't there. We called her and she never answered. I went into her work at 3 and asked her co-workers if they had seen her and said she left at 1 for lunch.
We she finally answered her phone hours later, it was 9pm and she was drunk. She said that she was on her way home but it was by stepdad she was on the phone with and he was walking to the store at the time and he found her just sitting on the curb in front of the store.
When questioned about where she had been and what she had been doing, her answer was the stupidest thing in the world. She said that she had left work to go talk to this gay guy that worked at the Disney store, she talked to him about a new store opening in California that she was interested in going to work at. She said that afterwards she had to walk home because she had forgotten to bring money for the bus.
Of course we didn't believe her. Why would she walk 15 miles home when she could just call someone at home to come and pick her up? There are 4 people here with cars that could have gone and picked her up. We asked her this and she had said that she wanted to get some fresh air anyways and that she enjoyed walking. Even if that was true, it doesn't take 7 hours to walk 15 miles. Again, we said this to her, and she change the story again and said that she had stopped in a bunch of parks on the way here to rest.
We probably could have accepted this story, for all its craziness and everything, if she had actaully picked up her phone during all that time. She told us that she didn't hear it going off and that during all that time that she had been walking from park to park in order to get home, that she had not once looked at her phone.
Remember, during all this time that we were questioning her, that she was drunk, later that night, her and my stepfather got into a fight because we all thought that she might have been with another guy. She didn't like that we thought that and the two of them got into a big fight.
The next day my mother left and went ot my sister S place. What no one but me and my sisters know is that some of the time that she wasn't here, at home, she was at W as well.
My mom and my stepdad didn't talk for a while and she came back home after being away for 2 weeks. They tried to fix things between the two of them, and they did for a while there. Then the day before Halloween my mom got really drunk and they got into an arguement again. It was really bad, it woke up the whole house and everyone was angry.
The next day, my mom left again, my sister came here and picked her up and brought her to her house. Apparently, that night, after the fight, they had gone to bed and my stepdad woke up laying in my mothers piss. He asker her why she hadn't gotten up to go to the bathroom and she said that she hadn't wanted to get up so she just pied there. That made them fight more and thats what made my mother leave that day.
You think thats it, well it mostly is. They tried to fix it up again after that, about 2 weeks after that last fight, but my mom didn't even stay the night once before they fought agian and she left.
Maybe one day my mother will figure out whats wrong with her like the rest of us already have and maybe one day she'll finally fix her problems but truth be told, if that day every does come by, it will be a long ways away.
