Demented Family Part 1: Motherly Love

Mother~

My mom is always getting new jobs. I don't see why the ones she gets just aren't good enough. Most of them are, but then she goes and messes everything up. Or just quits. Whenever me or one of my sisters questions her about it, it's always the same. I didn't like it, I couldn't handle working there. She never complained before then though.

With all those changing of jobs, is it so surprising that she would decide she wanted to move a lot too? No, not really. And she had to drag me and my sisters around too, I mean where else could we go? Sure we had our fathers to go to but then we would all be separated from each other. You see, each of my sisters and I (Lets just call the older 2 M and S and my younger one A) we all have different dads. I guess mom could never decide anything in life, could she?

 That's not the worst though. Her drinking problems are uncontrollable. No one can really stop her, she's an alcoholic, probably one of the reasons that her life is so messed up. She drinks most days, even around her grandchildren, which is horrible to say the least. It'll look like she only drinks a shot or one beer, but somehow she always gets wasted out of her mind. Just means she's hiding her drinks somewhere, trying to hide her problems and make is seem like its not really there. She isn't fooling anyone.

Last week, I was staying at my sister S place because my mom, me and younger sister got kicked out of our last place. It was just me staying there, A was at a friends and mom at W, my ex step-dads place, or so I thought. I was just sleeping in bed when S walks in and says, "We have to talk." I thought she found my stash or something but instead my sister say, "Moms getting married and the weddings in two weeks." I asked who to and S said A's dad.

And here I thought that sleeping with W's neighbor would be good enough for mother but apparently it wasn't.She had to go off and married A's dad who over $5,000 in child support and when I asked her why all she could say was, "It just makes since, we've known each other for 16 years." What kind of a response is that? Because she knew him for 16 years? She knew my dad for 18 and they never got married, how does that even make sense. I told this to S and she told me mother said it was cause they were in love.

I just don't know what to believe when it comes to mother.